April 15, 2012 § 17 Comments
Do you have a problem of worrying too much? I do! I am only 20 something years old and I think I am worrying too much for my age. Aside from the regular worries such as finance and my future, I have this one weird thought that concerns me about other people.
At a younger age where I was more careless than concerned, I am all about me. But recently, I have been thinking about many people that are close to me to a point of extreme. Like my parents, they are getting older. This is a fact of life, and so is death, but I’m starting to worry that they will be gone and when I have children, they will not have grandma and grandpa. I grew up without any grandparents, so I felt left out, and I don’t want that for my future kids.
After thinking about that, I’m starting to think about marriage. I am 20 something years old and I have not got married yet. Many people in my culture (Asians) get married early. In fact, many of my old friends are all married. Is there something wrong with me?
Then again, to marry, I must be stable as a pillar to support a family. Thinking about my situation, I don’t have that yet. So I have to worry about how I will make money to support my family so my future kids don’t think of me as a bum, good for nothing dad.
And, if I don’t write a blog today, what will my readers think of me? Ohhh noes! I have to get a post going!
Thank you for reading all the way to this sentence. Let me know what worries you in life.